a busy month for me

• I dunno where to begin. For the past few days I've been doing some pretty strenuous activities. And the moment I finished one, there's another one in my itinerary. and the list goes on and on. But i want it anyway. Im not complaining.I've been trying to keep myself busy and make use of my time so that I won't miss my hubby that much. He's in Manila for his affiliation. And i thought i could'nt bear to be away from him *so mushy =)* but thank God i was ok. Anyways, I've been going out with friends, doing some errands for my dad, helping my sis n law in preparing for college and etcetera. But sometimes when boredom hits me, i can't help but feel some loneliness in me. Ofcourse my little Kiana is always there to cheer me up and lifts my spirit blissfully. In the days that have passed, i come to realize that being both a mom and a dad is very very difficult. I salute single moms or dads who raised their own child alone. You have to have the patience, understanding,empathy, discipline and everything. It's really hard to raise a child alone. You don't have anyone to talk about your frustrations, fears and anxieties. At the end of the day, you just need to be stronger every single day for your child.
• I've been active again in Jaycees. It's nice to see and meet new friends again. This week will be very busy for us since we are recruiting new members and a shower party for our co member. We will also be having the induction for new members and a party exclusive for JCI's this coming Saturday. I am so excited to party again since it's been a long time since I really partied out =)
  
• To my exhaustion and due to the heat as well, I have colds and tonsilitis. I can't be sick since I have so many things to do. I have run out of cash already and needed financial help from our bank account.hehe.
• Anyways, I am loving my life right now. Thank God for the blessings. Nobody tells me what to do and what not to do. I love doing my priorities and responsibilities. I can now attest that I am a very responsible person. I have slowly eliminated procrastination.