things on my mind..

a lot of things have been going on in my mind latley . unlike last week, which was completely Blank. I was really bored and finding ways how to end my life...NOT!!! what a drama queen...hehehe.not in my wildest dream will i end this beautiful yet insane life of mine. Last saturday, my mom went to bukidnon for some work shit. then my hubby had classes for the whole afternoon that left me kinda alone by myself. of course, kiana was always there but it's different when there were a lot of people in your surroundings. But, suprisingly, Jeff came home early saying his stomach hurts daw.One of his "botbot storya". but I was glad that he came home early. I told him that we would watch Elektra. He was smiling and teasing me that i really was bored na jud to death. because lately i was complaining that we were too busy nowadays that we hardly go out for a night life. so in short, walang social life. but as an understanding and a sweet husband he is, he promises me that we will start going out with our friends soon. so i was relieved and excited. dammit. i think i was away from blogging too long, my head's starting to rust! anyways, i have lots of plans and goals lately. They are:

• to have a high paying job. "ato ning binisaya-un ha para masabtan jud og ayo. di ko ganahan maka dawat og sweldo na mismo sa ako alone, di maka buhi." i mean my spending habits are ok pero i still have a baby and a husband.they have their own needs also that i would like to fulfill. sometimes, i would buy them this and that coz it makes me happy seeing them happy.
• to have a house of our own. there is a newly built house infront of our house. its a 2 storey residential building which has 3 spacious rooms and a family room all located at the 2nd floor. The masters bedroom has a big bathroom, a walk-in closet and a beautiful terrace. In the 1st floor, a cute stockroom and a bathroom all beneath the stairs, a cute kitchen, living room and dining room.the maid's quarter is outside with a bathroom of their own. also a dirty kitchen behind the house. I told Jepjep that the house was perfect for the 3 of us. ofcourse with the helpers. but that house is really good for starters like us.
• to have a cute car. I really want to have a car of our own. we sold our previous 3 before. the latest crush that Jepjep and i wants is the KIA PICANTO. it's so cute, affordable and very tipid when it comes to gas.26.2 kilometer per liter.cool.now, that's what you call fuel efficiency.:)
• lastly, to have a landline phone so that we can surf the goddamn internet already!!!Once again, blame it to my mom.

i think all my brains were poured here already. i think it left me exhausted.teehee..Bueno! tengo mucho hambre. Vamos a comer! Ciao!

blank....

well, the title itself speaks in behalf of me. these past few days, im totally Blank.Empty.Confused. I want to do something but I may not able to do them right away. Recently, I heard about these high paying jobs that I may not able to give my resume instantly. I really want to have a career with good benefits and a good compensation. But it seems my life, goals are being paused right now just because I have to finish college first.gggrrr... but being pissed is not the solution here. I keep telling myself to finish college first then a career. who knows, a college graduate is always entitled for promotions. Anyways, this is it for now. I have nothing to add anymore infact Im deleting one or two of my post.

simple surveys

WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FOOD:	burgers,fries,potatoes. I miss finnish foods.I crave for them right now.
HOW MANY COUNTRIES/CITIES HAVE YOU LIVED IN:	i have lived in Finland for about a year.
FAVORITE MOVIE:	The Wedding Singer! all time favorite
LAST MOVIE YOU SAW IN A THEATER:	Elektra
FAVORITE PLACE TO BE:	Cebu City!
COMPLETE THIS SENTENCE: " IF I WERE A GOD, I WOULD__	definitely be a goddess of beauty!
FAVORITE PASTIME:	watching DVD's or play with my daughter or cuddle with my hubby :)
BRAND OF CLOTHES:	I really go for GUESS?. what can i say, Im inlove with the brand.
WHAT ARE YOU READING RIGHT NOW:	RICH DAD, POOR DAD
FAVORITE MAGAZINE:	COSMOPOLITAN,FHM
WHAT COUNTRY WOULD YOU LIKE TO VISIT:	I would love to go to Japan or Spain or better yet, back to SUOMI, FINLAND
WHAT VEGETABLE DO YOU LIKE:	I like lettuce, potatoes, cucumber and lately tomatoes
WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD:	anxiety, fears, depression! The worst of them all.
FAVORITE PLACE TO RELAX:	the BEACH baby!
WHAT WILL YOU BE IN 10 YEARS:	I will be succesfull in life with my family abroad.
WHAT IS THE COLOR OF YOUR ROOM:	light blue
ANY FETISH:	definitely bags and shoes..
TO COOK OR NOT TO COOK:	TO COOK!
DEFINE LOVE:	Love is full of sacrifices and compromises
WHAT DO YOU HATE THE MOST:	well, i hate unfair people
FAVORITE SMELLS:	the smell of food, my baby's and hubby's smell,
FAVORITE TV SHOWS:	it's all on ETC where it's all good!:)
IF YOU HAVE LOTS OF MONEY, WHAT WOULD YOU DO:	travel, travel, travel!
HOW MANY CHILDREN DO YOU WANT:	3! one girl and two boys
WHAT IS THE MOST DIFFICULT THING IN THIS WORLD:	that we have to work inorder to survive
WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW:	i want to eat! of course, i have always wanted to be in a high paying job
DO YOU EVER HOLD A GRUDGE:	never
PLANES OR SHIPS:	planes
LOVE OR MONEY:	should be both..
BEAUTY OR BRAINS:	BRAINS! beauty can come later if i have the brains to make myself rich.
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

last week's recap

well, it's been a week since my post. so let's have a recap.shall we?:)

• Jan.3 Monday - it's back to school once again. Good ol' me went to school. I noticed when i entered the campus that it was quite empty.i blamed it on the rain since it was drizzling that morning. i met my old classmate and told me where im going with my uniform on.SURPRISE! no classes pa diay! i was stunned and kept asking her if it was true. she just laughed at me.telling me classes will start on Jan.4 pa diay.gggrrr...i woke up early for that.i immediately rushed back out embarrassed.:) teehee...
• Jan.4 Tuesday- went to my classes NAJUD! met with my friend then off to work after my class. I noticed i wasn't feeling well.but still ended my day at SM.My bestfriend Roxane and i were planning to see each other the next day.
• Jan.5 Wedenesday- My health just dropped down. I really wasn't feeling well.Jeff kept telling me not to go near our baby.i was throwing up, my tummy hurts, my head hurts. i asked my cousin to 'masahe' me. i was to meet roxane in bluberrys at 3pm. i called her up and ask her if she would like to come to our house nalang since i can't go out 'cause i smell 'efficascent'.she told me our other friend was meeting with us also. so i got excited and told her to pick me up nalang since she was heading near my place.When we got to blue, we were reminiscing our past lives.it was so nice to be with them and making kamusta with their lives.when i got home, jeff was quite pissed at me why i left the house since i was still at bed before he left that afternoon.:)
• Jan.6 Thursday- My dad's birthday but as usual he doesn't celebrate. I just stayed at home for a little more rest. watched DVD's and played SIMS 2.
• Jan.7 Friday- back to school and back to a typical day.

this is me..

it's me


well, i posted my picture for testing.hehe.

Happy New Year!

Happy New Year Everybody! Last night, while waiting for the New Year to come, we first ate then went to the terrace to watch the fireworks. have you made your New Year's resolutions yet?As for me, i never make resolutions. i tend to break them anyways.although at the back of my mind, i want to make some changes towards my attitudes and my life. just a few changes like to be more disciplined in everything i do, be more practical in spending money, eliminate the "mañana"habit and more. i really don't consider these as my resolutions 'cause unlike i said, i just break them and find excuses why i broke them. But one thing for sure, i want to be a better person inside and out. making sure i won't step on anyones shoes but if they have stepped on mine, well, i will just weigh what is right from wrong.That's me. That is what my husband fell for. :) well, GTG. Enjoy your whole year to the fullest!!