A friend in need is a friend in deed

What is a friend? We all have different perspectives on what a friend is. In my case, a friend is someone to lean on when your sad and lonely, someone who treasures and respects you, someone who will care for you unconditionally,someone who will accepts your flaws and understands your shortcomings, someone who will be blunt about what's right and wrong,someone who will hang out with just for the sake of having conversations and catching up on chikas and ofcourse someone who will stick up to you no mattter what. I have lots of friends and Im very thankful that I have good friends. But lately, I feel betrayed and left alone. Not from my new and college friends, but someone who is so close to me. We were friends since high school and lately i have been confused on what i am to her. I am so good at her. But i don't know why i feel betrayed by her. I did nothing wrong that could hurt her deeply, I am not that kind of a friend. My college friends sense it too about the way she treats me and all. But when we're together, she's very nice and as if nothing is wrong between us. But when we are with our own very lives, she's so different and i feel she doesn't want me to hang out with her.Is it just me being paranoid about her? are my college friends right about what they've said? I am so uncomfortable whenever Im with her lately. And I am never uncomfortable whenever im with my friends.just with her.Some of my friends says maybe she feels envious about what I have. But what do i have? We are both just the same. A good family, a happy disposition, no worries about financial matters, we can have whatever we want, buy whatever we want. We are both so lucky. So why envy? We both laugh at our mistakes and we even praise and appreciate each other. We both say what the other feels about the other. A perfect friendship you may say but now it's different. Its beginning to turn sour. Im trying to reach out on her but its as if she doesn't care. We are friends don't get me wrong. We did'nt fight or argue whatsoever. But I sense it. Im trying to evaluate whether i will distance myself from her or just continue playing games with her if this is really a game for her. I still am confused. My hubby is not yet around to give me wisdom about this. He always enlightens me. My question is, was she ever true to me? or is she true to her friends? What is a true friend anyway?

Oh well.Anyways, Time magazine just released their recent issue about the 100 most influential people today. And I am so happy that RAIN, the korean pop star made it to the list. Click here.
He is such a major babe! He really is that famous and powerful everywhere and rising too. I can't believe he outnumbered most of the popular artists and even scientists that we know who aren't on the list. Pretty amazing!!! I wonder what he feels now...