and now it has begun...

hahaha! I am so darn happy, excited,frustrated and whatever all at the same time.I am officially entering the so called "career path". =)

When i got my final marks this afternoon, i was depressed of what if i did not make it to graduation, but I did! such a relief.=) . A deep excitement occured to me inside. I can't help smiling while i was walking in school. I just have this big smile on my lips! It is officially over!!!Thank you LORD!

But, right now, Im still jobless.Don't know what i really want. Don't know if i can find a job.Don't know if i can make it in this new field.Don't know if i have the discipline to work it out. Lots of fears and anxieties. Arrgghh... but Im taking my time,not really in a rush but then again, I am kinda in a panic to get a job 'coz Im not getting any younger and I have lots of priorities and responsibilites. Not to mention my family, my lifestyle, his lifestyle...it gives me the shiver whenever i think about it.

Darn.I wish making money could be that easy. If i will only win the lottery.......nah, GOD would probably not let me win. I don't deserve it. What the heck am i talking about?! murag lotto naman ni atong gi storyaan dah! =)

Anyways, Im just plain glad that Im through with college. I just hope things will turn out the way i planned them to be.

just a short one

just came back from a brief stay in iligan. nothing much happened there. just having the luxury of relaxing and bonding with family and friends. some time to unwind, think and reflect on things that have been happening. like cellphone batteries that were being charged to be ready for the next consumption. and Im glad i convinced Jepjep to take a break. He wasn't interested at first to go home but at the last minute, he finally gave in =).

That's about it. a brief post.

We just saw Harry Potter and the Goblet of fire and i think it's ok. not really that satsifying. the effects are good and breath taking. but the movie is so-so.

If it weren't for the movie trailers, i would not probably watch it.=) Usually, whenever Jepjep and i go see a movie� took treat my self to a break then I must study for cost management midterm tomorrow. I never really thought of anything to say so bleh.hought of anything to say so bleh.

hahahaha.....

You Are 60% Weird

You're so weird, you think you're *totally* normal. Right? But you wig out even the biggest of circus freaks!

How Weird Are You?

HAHAHAHA! I CAME ACROSS THIS WEBSITE AND I TOOK THIS TEST JUST FOR FUN AND TO KNOW IF WEIRDNESS IS PRESENT IN ME. I WAS LAUGHING WHEN I SAW THE RESULT. QUITE CONTRARY TO THE RESULT, I KNOW SOMEONE WHO IS EVEN WWWAAAYYY WEIRDER!!!LOL.

Your Hidden Talent

You are a great communicator. You have a real way with words. You're never at a loss to explain what you mean or how you feel. People find it easy to empathize with you, no matter what your situation. When you're up, you make everyone happy. But when you're down, everyone suffers.

What's Your Hidden Talent?

THIS ONE IM NOT SURE WITH. IT SAYS HIDDEN TALENT RIGHT? BUT FOR ME, I HAVE SOME COMMUNICATING PROLEMS OR ISSUES. I DUNNO. I THINK I FIND IT HARD TO SPEAK EASILY. MAYBE IN SOME WAY, IT IS REALLY HIDDEN BECAUSE I TEND TO THINK A LOT.PHILOSOPHIZING AND REFLECTING ALWAYS ON MY DAY TO DAY BASIS BUT ALSO ALWAYS FIND IT DIFFICULT TO SAY THE RIGHT WORDS. IN LAYMAN'S TERM, I AM SO SLOW IN REASONING. I GET DEFEATED ALWAYS WHEN IM WITH PEOPLE WHOSE REASONS ARE SO DAMN GOOD. I KNOW REASONING IS A LONG PROCESS BUT I AM GETTING THERE. IT ONLY EXPLODES WHEN I AM FURIOUS AND IN MY UNADULTERATED RAGE. EVERYBODY WILL REALLY BE AT MY FEET. BUT THAT IS ANOTHER STORY.

Sometimes things happen for a reason

Last saturday night was an eye-opener for me and Jepjep. Here is our story:

I was waiting for Jepjep to come home that night. At about 10:40 pm, i received a text message. It was from Jepjep. His text message said: "Ma, na accidente ko. naa nko lnk 2 supprt atbang dal-a ang tools." I immediately called him to know if he was ok. and thank God he was.

I immediately rushed off to where he was and had this imagination of the car being so wrecked and all. But as i arrived at the spot, i was quite surprised that the car was still in shape but the 2 right mags were quite damaged. I found Jepjep sitting beside the wrecked wheels and was really livid. He kept telling me what happened and still was furious. In my thoughts, i was assuming that he was all in drama because sometimes he does the "drama act" once in a while. So, i wasn't listening to him and was really pissed off about the whole thing that i was screaming at him on the sidewalk with all the jeepneys passing by.We were both screaming at each other not realizing what he had been through. Finally, i calmed down and tried to sympathized with him. We went back to the area where the accident took place. There were a few people gathering on an injured person. As we got closer and asked them about the incident, we were quite shocked that the person's face was drenched with blood! He too was a victim of debris that were scattered all over the roadways 20 mins. after Jepjep's incident. Luckily, we were there to helped him and assist him to the hospital.

The night was an eye-opener for us. I for a fact had mixed emotions that night. Having the virtue of fortitude as part of my character, I broke down into tears infront of my hubby outside the hospital. I realized i was so wrong when i screamed at him and not trusting his every word. Shame on me for being so selfish and self-centered. He was also happy that he was still alive and still with us. He now realized the hardships we had been through for the last couple of months. He now understands why i always acted that way. And what made me cry after a heart to heart talk was when he said that me and Kiana are really his life. Everything he's doing now is for his family and family alone. He admitted that he was so driven with ambition and so prudent with the future that he forgot the real deal of what he was sacrificing for. The accident made him realize the importance of his family in his life. And thank GOD he's back! =)

I am so at peace with myself again for a very long time. After all the pain, hardships and suffering, i can now attest that these will all just pass along.

It came to me when i realized that, that man who was drenched with blood,was supposed to be Jepjep's blood if he wasn't quick enough to turn the wheel and probably hit on at the back of the truck. It gives me goosebumps whenever i recall that incident. It reminds me of the movie "Final Destination" wherein the accident of the former slides up to the latter. uuhhhhh!!!!GOD FORBID! SIMBAKO LANG!!!

Happy birthday, Kiana!

It was Kiana's 2nd birthday party and we are so proud of her! We had a children's party at Mcdonald's Limketkai last sunday afternoon. She was so hyperactive! She was always dancing, running around, shouting and entertaining people. For her age, she knows how to make people so fond of her. I guess she inherited her PR from her dad. She is also very wise and brilliant. So far, both me and my hubby did a good job in raising her well. It is never too early nor too late to teach your child good manners and right conduct.

To Kiana Julianne Carreon-Gaite, Happy Birthday Sweetie!
We love you!


Here are some men in her life : =)




Kiana and Nicco (our neighbor)


Kiana and her Dad (watching DVD)


Kiana andDaniel ( My bestfriend's son)


Kiana and Jerenie ( her only cousin)